SRIVIDYA SPHURANA (THOUGHTS) – PART 24 - By Bhuvananandanatha

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Guruji: Worshipping a deity without an image is Samaya. As I said earlier either in kaula or Dakshina there will be an image to that we do puja. This is called bahiryaga. Stage of antaryaga is Samaya. Please note that whatever the rules and regulations apply to bahiryaga will not be applicable to antaryaga. At the same time, it is important to observe that without proficient in bahiryaga a sadhaka cannot perform
antaryaga. Hence, to reach to antaryaga stage one should perform bahiryaga. Without knowing this simple logic, people now a days say bahiryaga is not required to do sadhana. This is not correct. Sadhana
means both bahiryaga and antaryaga. In bahiryaga there will be a mantra, yantra and tantra. In antaryaga there is no mantra, yantra or tantra. Only Ananda state. You will experience this once you progress spiritually. You may refer me Shri Bhagawan Raman Maharshi who did antaryaga only. Pleasekeep in mind that he was a siddha purusha who has done lot of sadhana in his previous births. That purva samskara followed in this birth.In case of Kaula worship you can have darshan of Srimata. She will appear in front of you and talk to
you. Yes, no doubt about it. If you ask her, she will clear all your doubts also. However, in case of Dakshina or Samaya this opportunity will not be there. There would be no deity darshan directly.
You may tend to ask me if that is the case why we do not follow kaula so that we can have darshan of Srimata in waking state. Here is the main crux. The main difference is that in case of Dakshina or Samaya the sadhaka will become deity himself. He will become embodiment of Srimata. If sadhaka
himself is Srimata how Srimata will appear “separately ‘’ in front of you? Can you see your own eye? This is advaita sthiti and that is dvaita sthiti. This is the main difference between kaula and samaya.

Chanchal became spell bound for some time. After few seconds, he asked….

Chanchal: Guruji, what you said is hundred percent correct. Then why people attract to kaula worship more?

Guruji: This is maya. As I told you earlier, kaula is great achara. Only prerequisite is strong mind required. If you have wavering mind, you will drown into those puja methods and fall down both spiritually and socially. There are certain rules about kaula puja. Without knowing this, practicing kaula is very dangerous.

Chanchal: Guruji, can I know these methods?
Guruji: Certainly. I will let you know only theory but no practical. We belong to Dakshinachara. As a Srividya practitioner, you should have minimum knowledge on basic concepts of all acharas. That’s why I
will tell you some basic concepts.

Guruji told him some methods of Srichakra worship as per kaula. While listening this, Chanchal’s mind became blank and developed amorous thoughts. Somehow, he managed attention to Guruji’s words. Then Guruji told him this is the time for you to learn about Srichakra and its worship i.e. Srichakra Navavarana Puja
(SNP). We learn SNP as per Dakshinachara. From this time onwards, you have to spend more time with me. From next week, you plan your visit accordingly. Guruji concluded his session.

While going back home, Chanchal could not resist his physical desire. He never experienced that much of sexual desire earlier even during his teenage. He thought to enjoy any woman at that time. Somehow,
he managed to control himself. His mind is proposing him to have immediate physical intimacy. He thought, “It will take to reach home atleast one more hour. I cannot resist myself anymore. What to do now?
Why I am getting this much of amorous thoughts at this time? Is it right to get like that especially after having guruji’s class? Am I committing any sin? He was observing women passing on the road while thinking like this. He found all women are gorgeous. He answered himself “No I should not think like that. I should go home as early as possible. My beautiful wife Aakarsha will be there”. To increase his foes further, he found traffic jam due to some accident. He whispered “Shit” and took another route. This alternative
road is little long and will take half an hour extra to reach home. While passing on alternate road he found a middle-aged woman standing alone near a bus stop. He thought of asking her to give lift in his
car. He dropped that idea because of fear. His thoughts continued…”Am I that much weak as far as woman is concerned. Is it right to have thoughts like that? Will I be punished? Having sex with another woman is wrong. I know this but I could not control myself at this moment. Why it is happening to me like this? I never experienced this type of situation earlier. What to do now? It is better to reach home fast.” Finally, he reached home in these thoughts.
While entering home he found Moha playing in their bedroom and Akarsha was cleaning floors. He opened his laptop and gave it to Moha asking her to play some video games.

Moha asked him….

Moha: Papa, you never give me your laptop. Why you are giving me today?

Chanchal: You asked me several times but I denied. I thought of your request and I wanted to give you today on one condition. You should play in our drawing room instead of here.

Moha: Why is it so? Why don’t I play here?

Chanchal: Because laptop video will be very interesting if you play in drawing room.

Moha: Oh…Papa. Thank you. I start now itself.

Her age is not enough to understand the computer and its working. She ran into their drawing room with great enthusiasm.

Chanchal called Aakarsha loudly. She came after a while by rubbing sweating on her skin. He grabbed her so fast on to the bed.

That was evening around six. That time is banned for physical intimacy.

To be continued….